I'm Baaack!!!

Hi, everybody, did you miss me? I just haven't been able to get to this much this week so now I hope I can get going again. These pictures are a sampling of our time together at Christmas. Tre, Bria, and Emmy are sitting on Jon's lap while he reads the Christmas story from Luke 2. The next picture is the four kids sitting at the counter eating probably spaghetti, cottage cheese, applesauce, macaroni and cheese, or some combination thereof. The picture of Kelli, Tabbi, and Megan was taken while we were watching "White Christmas" and they were singing "Sisters", a family classic at our house. Whenever I really wanted to get on their nerves I could start singing "Sisters" and they would all moan and yell, "Mom!!" It was probably more my singing than the song!! The movie remains the all around favorite for Christmastime.

Thought for the day

So what are your plans for the new year? I won't call them resolutions, but what would you like to do or change? I would like to get my book finished and printed. I'd like to walk more faithfully, hopefully because I'm not having as much pain in my joints and feet. I'd like to practice my faith in new ways...I don't even know just what I mean by that, but I'd like to know that God is doing something new and that I'm cooperating with Him. As always, I want to learn to pray more faithfully and more simply.

Welcome to the Clan, Annie

The house is almost quiet. Jon and Kelli left Bailey with us till some time tomorrow while they are in Omaha. She looked all around the house for them when I came home for work then decided if they aren't here she just as well lay down. Every once in a while she has to get up and make sure we're both still here and lick our hands then she's ready for another nap. Megan will go to Winfield tonight and stay there till Monday morning for Christmas with Greg's family. We wish them all a great time together. Jon and Kelli and girls will head to his grandparents tomorrow (with Bailey) then go home on Sunday. Megan will be back here late Monday night. The big news for today is that there is a new puppy at Trever and Tabbi's house. Her name is Annie and she is a real doll. I'll put some pix up soon. Jon is taking calls for the weekend for one of the other guys, so we don't have any other real plans...except for laundry, cleaning, and starting to put things away again.

Thought for the day

I'm just feeling very blessed. We had such a great time with our family all here yesterday. My mom even joined us for a few hours. The grandkids were so excited to see each other...they hadn't been together since August...that they really had fun. Of course they were a little impatient to open presents after eating, but when they had to wait a little longer they ran off happily playing and laughing. They are such a fun age and it even seems magical to watch it all with them. We have to stay like children and keep that wonder, innocence, and joy in the midst of waiting, expecting, delays, enjoying the moment for what it is, and playing and laughing together. I'm at a loss for how to put into words just what I'm feeling, but I know I don't want to lose it, so I hope this becomes clearer in the coming days.

Merry Christmas!!!

Here we go!! Jon, Kelli, Emmy, and Bria are on their way tonight from Grand Forks and with all the snow we've had, it looks like they will not need to drive in falling snow after going through Fargo...thanks, God!! Megan will come here tonight after work in Des Moines. We will be calling Greg often in NC so we can be together via cell phone. I have tomorrow off and Jon works till just noon so there will be lots of preparations tomorrow. Thursday Trever, Tabbi, Tre, and Tru will come and join those already here for our family Christmas. I probably won't find time to add any posts till the weekend, so I want to wish all of you a wonderful Christmas full of safe travel, time with family and friends, and safety for those who are not able to come...special wishes to all absentees!!!

As always, may we take time to remember, reflect, enjoy, and bask in God's great love shown in the gift of Jesus and all that He brings. Thank You, God, Jesus, and Holy Spirit for the greatest gift!!!

Special Time

It's been a special weekend. Whiteout conditions yesterday morning kept Megan in Harlan and she wasn't scheduled to work today either. Jon has been home most of the weekend as well. We've been working on some Christmas preps, house cleaning, laundry, ordinary stuff. But as a mom with all her children grown it's been a rare privilege to have one on one time with Megan for a stretch of time...it's been a blessing to my heart. We're praying for clear weather and roads for Kelli's family to drive down here Tuesday night, and really looking forward to all being together on Thursday. We will greatly miss Greg, and we're thankful for his good neighbors who will be taking good care of him on Christmas Day.

Thought for the day

Went to church this morning to see the Christmas program. It was very well done and we were glad it included a chance for the congregation to sing carols as part of the program. There are few things more Christmas-y than a stage full of children singing and saying their parts. They did a great job, and it stirs up all kinds of memories of my girls in their programs. I'm glad they were in all those programs and have those memories, too.

Christmas Question

It's the last weekend to get ready for Christmas. Need to do some cleaning, a little food work, wrap gifts, and get a few groceries. It's supposed to be very cold Sunday, so I'll try to do any running around tomorrow. We will get to have Megan around for a while tomorrow morning before she heads to her second job for the rest of the day. Our plans include Kelli's family coming in late Tuesday night and staying till Friday morning. Megan will be here for that same time frame. We will have our Christmas on Christmas Day when Tabbi's family will also be here. I'm taking off work Wednesday and going back on Friday. I hope your plans are falling into place well. We're praying for good roads and safe travel for everyone!!

Thought for the day

It's not so much a "thought" but a question. What is your most favorite little piece of Christmas? Whether an ornament, some decoration, a tradition, a song, a food, a memory, a piece of the Christmas story... I'm going to have to think about my answer to this, too. Think it over and post your "favorite".

Thundersleet and Thank You

There was a lot going on today...Trever's surgery went well and they were back home this afternoon. We were busy at work with the truckload sale. Megan is staying the night at friends in Des Moines because of the weather. We actually had thundersleet toinght...I think that's a first for me personally. They are still saying 4-6" overnight, but we'll know for sure in the morning. We're praying for a good neighbor for Tabbi and Trever to come and dig them out tomorrow since Trever can't do that for some time now. We're very thankful for surgeries that go well, warm houses, and a safe place for everyone to stay in the bad weather.

Thought for the day

It's so important to be thankful for specific things and to specifically THANK GOD for them. Don't just "be thankful"...tell Him thank You!! We can coast along taking so many things for granted...things we actually do appreciate...but do we say thank you to the One responsible? Imagine for a few minutes what your life would be like without these blessings...safe travel, good health, warm homes, any and all good relationships, jobs to go to, parents, childen, grandchildren...on and on. We think these things are our right, but there are people everywhere around us who don't have some of these blessings...they are a privelege, not a right. SAY THANK YOU!!!!

Busy Time

Tonight Jon was working till around 7:30, and Megan got here around 8:30. In the meantime I made a couple of more Christmas goodies. Tomorrow Trever has his left rotator cuff repaired after way over a year of dealing with the injury. Jon will be going to the hospital to wait with Tabbi, but I have to be at work. Please pray with us for a successful surgery and a quick recovery...it's time for EVERYBODY to be on the mend and healing up. We're also praying for a reprieve from the storm that they say is on its way for here. We just want the roads to stay clear especially for Megan getting back and forth to Des Moines. The next couple of days at work will be busier due to some specials we're running, so run, run, run!!

Thought for the day

I'm tired and need to go to bed. I've been getting up a little earlier which has really improved the quality of my day, but I've got to balance by starting to go to bed earlier, too!! So off I go..sleep well!!

Perfect Snow

It was one of those perfect snows. It fell all day, heavier at times, lighter at others. The wind was blowing some, but still it fell mostly in an even layer about 3 inches deep. It was done by dark, but then the Christmas lights were on shining on and through the fresh layer of white. I know Jon gets tired of moving snow, and I'm no help to him. But I can't imagine living somewhere where you never see this...it is beautiful. The best part is it was COLD so there's no ice underneath. I hear the snowblower running, and I know it's cold outside, but thanks, Jon, for taking care of it so I can just enjoy it!! I came home from work to an empty house for a couple of hours, put on some music, lit a candle and just enjoyed the pretty scene through my windows from my warm house. Thanks, God, for that too!!!

Thought for the day

Maybe it's just me, but it seems the great need of our day is a little block of peace and quiet somewhere, sometime in our day. Whether it's a drive, a walk, a few minutes before everyone else is up or after everyone else is asleep...I know I MUST have that place of refuge. Even if it's brief I feel restored, back in touch with God, refocused and at peace again. Maybe it's the snow "talking" but it does my heart good. I hope you find a little piece to steal away for yourself...even if it's just long enough to enjoy looking at the snow.

Our Elf Dance

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Faithful

It's Friday again!! We went out to eat tonight with the group that Jon helps with harvest. Good food and good company. My plan for tomorrow is to put on some Christmas music and bake, bake, bake. Hopefully I'll get to print up my letters also so I can mail them soon. I'm really looking forward to it!! I'm sure that it will take at least some of Sunday to do all that I need to...it's all good.
We got some really good news today...Greg's dr appt included a repeat of a test that measures the nerve response in each arm on the specific injured nerve. The last time he had some reading in the left arm and zero in the right. Today they were both equal showing a little delay. He still has pain and more kinds of healing to do, but this was incredibly good news surprising even the doctor. He was released to go back to work and his company wants him to return next week!! That means he'll be staying in NC for now, but is all very good news for them in the big picture. Thank You, Jesus, for answering prayer

Thought for the day

God is faithful. God is faithful. God is faithful. Sometimes we have to wait, and wait, and wait, but He is faithful, He is faithful, He is faithful. Keep praying, keep praying, keep praying...no matter whether you are seeing any progress or not. And did I mention that He is faithful?

Loving and Serving

Went to see the movie "Fireproof" tonight...pretty good. Megan called today...somewhere in Albemarle a truck hit a pole and they had about a 3 second power outage that fried their computer and wii. They're in contact with their insurance company to get things handled. I said something about it at least not being another car accident and she said well, it was another person in North Carolina that couldn't drive and caused them damage even when sitting in their house. Crazy. Tomorrow we go to the city for the day. I have a bone density scan and the van has an appointment at the shop. I'm sure we'll have time to kill...I have just a LITTLE Christmas shopping to finish and a couple of things to check on, but mostly it may be some free time. I'm good with free time. I hope all of you have a great day and stay safe.

Thought for the day

There is no substitute for finding ways to serve and support one another when it comes to relationships. Love is a choice and is demonstrated, not by words, but by actions. We tend to see only whether we are being loved and served rather than to find more ways to do the loving and serving. It isn't possible to love in this way in our own strength, but only by first receiving what God offers to us. The world cannot understand or love in this way...not possible. But we who are His can live a life of love as we receive what we need from Him instead of expecting it from others.

Some Pre-Christmas PIctures

These are pictures of the boys seeing Santa and Tre's Christmas program last night. Isn't Christmas fun??!! Today was pretty routine, but I did get caught up at work again from the end of the month and being gone last week. It really felt like winter today...cold, windy, icy. I don't mind the cold and snow so much, but I'm not friends with the ice. I got caught up on some paperwork at home, did some laundry, made supper, but I haven't gotten ambitious enough to take the next step toward Christmas letters or cards. Hopefully yet this week, then I need to bake over the weekend. Jon is snoring away in his chair...guess I'll have to wake him up so he can go to bed. So, Kelli, did you recognize the Santa?

Thought for the day

Okay, I'm fresh out. I hope you all have a good night's sleep...I think I need one!!

Christmas Program

Kelli shared this picture on her blog today, too. I think it is everyone's favorite of my parents. Bria was 2 days old and we took my parents to see them the day they came home. He was beginning to forget more and repeat himself alot, but as you can see, he could laugh really well. Some Alzheimer's patients become harsh and mean; we were blessed that he didn't do that. He had some difficult times if he had to go to the hospital and would get afraid, but in his usual environment he enjoyed joking around almost as long as he could communicate. We had a special treat tonight...we got to go to Tre's first school program Christmas concert. It was very nice and he did a great job. We got to see him afterwards for a little while and we walked out to the parking lot together. It was getting icy underfoot, and if you know me well you know I don't do well walking on ice. I had hold of both boys' hands and soon Tre said something about holding his hand and I answered, "I'm holding your hand". We repeated the conversation then he finally said, "No, you're hurting my hand." Poor little guy...I didn't realize I was squeezing his hand to hold me up!!

Thought for the day

We have a way of hanging on to whatever is closest when we feel we may fall...even if it's a 6 year old. That's another good reason to make sure that the one we are staying closest to is God in the ordinary, routine days of our lives so that when there is an occasion when we may get tripped up and we reach out, it's Him we are hanging on to. The world offers many substitutes, even good things, that we can use for support and a helping hand, but even if we take advantage of some of these things we must keep them in perspective and remember that every issue or challenge is ultimately a spiritual matter at some level and our truest help and answer is Christ.

Christmas Decorating

Okay, it's done!! The tree is up, the houses are out, and I finally found the advent candle I KNEW was in the hall closet. Jon got outside lights up yesterday. After years of fighting strings of lights that don't keep working he bought some LED lights this year hoping they'll work longer...we'll see. Most of the decorating was done yesterday, then we had to go to my work Christmas party. We went out to eat at Danish Inn in Elk Horn (very good food) then back to Howard and Tara's house for games and snacks. It's the first chance I've had to see their house addition and it is beautiful!! It was a very nice evening. Today Tabbi and the boys came for church and helped decorate the tree. After going to BK for lunch we did get to take the boys to Hy-Vee to see Santa making a special appearance for pictures. Megan and Greg are safely in Charlotte, so praying they have a restorative week.

Thought for the day

It definitely does feel more like Christmas now that the decorating is done. Now to think about cards, wrapping, and so on. After finishing the decorating I realized that tomorrow it will be 4 years since my dad went home for good. Because of Alzheimer's we lost him gradually and in so many ways it really was only his body that was left by December 8, but it was a relief to see him go and know that he would be whole again, more whole than he had ever been. I knew that he would be laughing again and that someday we would laugh together again. Love you, Dad!!

Home Again, Home Again

We are home again from Des Moines. I got to do a little shopping yesterday morning while Jon was in meetings. Strolled around Barnes and Noble and drank chai tea, went to Target. The guys got their 25 year certificates in the afternoon followed by a reception, then most of the Harlan group went out for supper at Biaggis...very good. This morning I spent a couple of hours at Kohl's after dropping off the guys at the meetings, then sat in on the session "The Richest Man in Town". That was excellent. Small group of us went to Applebee's for lunch then drove home. I even survived the whole dressing up ordeal for Thursday afternoon and evening. Today was more casual which was fine with me. Megan and Greg will be here during the day tomorrow then go to her Christmas party and we will go to mine. They leave on Sunday for NC for a week, and they're looking forward to some together time in their own space.



Thought for the day



The speaker today on the richest man talked about a gentleman he came to know and how loved he was because of how he treated people. Even though he worked at a job most of us would not want to do, he treated the people he met there with such grace and sincere appreciation that the ripple affect of his life has reached across continents. What a legacy to leave...it gives us much to consider in this season of hurry and stress...to decide to be happy ourselves and give that away to the most random people that cross our paths is to live as we are called to live. During an interview with today's speaker this humble man quoted Francis of Assisi "Preach the Gospel at all times, and, if necessary, use words."

Conviction or Condemnation?

Megan was back about 7:00 tonight and we went to China Pan...Pan called Megan "Tabbi's sister" before we made introductions and said they are both very pretty and they look like their dad. Megan wondered if I would have to explain to Tabbi why we can't go back to China Pan (because Pan said Jon was good-looking). That probably makes no sense when you read it, but it was pretty funny at the time. I have to figure out what to wear at the REC deal on Thursday and Friday...dressing up for me is when I wear my good jeans, best sweatshirt, and better tennis shoes. So this is a challenge for me. The good news is the wives don't have to attend all the meetings that the guys do...I don't think I could stay awake through annual meeting, nuclear energy, and so on.

Thought for the day

I'm really slow with getting started on Christmas decorations...makes me feel a little overwhemed to think about trying to get that done with the schedule out ahead. So I'll do what I can without feeling guilty. Amazing what sort of little things can stir up feelings of guilt. We insist that our relationship to God is based on faith, but the smallest things cause us to feel guilty. That is not legitimate guilt...it is a false accusation from the enemy. I've been taught that the way to tell the difference between false guilt from the enemy and true conviction from God is that accusation from the enemy leads us down into hopelessness, despair, and condemnation while conviction from God trying to make a true change in our lives leads us upward into hope, and answers, peace, and a way out in Him. Scripture supports that comparison and I 've found that test to be very helpful. More than that, there is a sense of rightness, peace, and cleansing about the voice of God when He makes a point about something that He wants to change. Also, let Him make the issues and don't go on a "witch hunt" in your own heart. He will do the work He needs to do...you can trust Him.

Post-Thanksgiving

Wow, back to the grind. End of the month, statements the next 2 days, lots of corn reports because of harvest. On Thursday and Friday Jon and I go to Des Moines for an REC recognition thing. I'm tired but I need to get some Christmas decorating done...we'll see how that goes. Megan works late tonight, but fortunately not the rest of the week.

Thought for the day

Are you done Christmas shopping? Not me. I don't have a lot left, but some. I always feel a little disappointed in the gifts I give. Once in a while I feel like I get just the right thing, but even then I wish I could give more...not necessarily in quantity, but certainly quality...I want to give those I love the blessings that really make a difference--health, time, safety, provision, purpose, fulfillment, love, the things that really matter. Of course I can't buy them any of these things. What I can do is pray all of these things for them, and I do. I hope they know that when they open their "gift" there is so much more that I want and pray for them. What a blessing to know that God answers prayers and wants to bless us.

Stuffed With Stuffing

Okay, now we're full. The turkey was much larger than needed, but great for leftovers. Even the little boys ate pie...chocolate was a hit. They weren't too sure about orange salad yet, maybe next year. Tre was very excited to get here and find there was a "real turkey" in the oven. He didn't think he'd ever seen that before. He and Tru were impressed with the sight of the whole turkey and watching the carving process. We missed having Kelli's family here with us, but I don't think it will work to ship them leftovers. Sorry guys, we'll make it up to you at Christmas!! Now it's time to decorate for Christmas!!! Megan will be commuting from here this week while Greg stays here so we get some more quality time with them---yay!!!

Thought for the day

It's challenging to stay focused this time of year. I really enjoy all the holiday festivities, but I need to make a very deliberate effort to keep on a spiritual even keel to avoid the after-Christmas crash. What are your strategies for holiday mental and spiritual health?

Weekend Plans

Hi there...just checking in. Jon worked at the farm till 10:30 tonight so he got home the same time Greg and Megan got here from Des Moines. She has to drive back to work in the morning and then come back and Tabbi and crew will be over on Sunday for Thanksgiving. So tomorrow I probably won't be posting because I'll be cooking and getting ready. I may even put Greg to work. What are your weekend plans?

Thought for the day

Why am I not sleeping yet?

Happy Thanksgiving!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!! I hope you all had a very nice day...ours was a little different than usual. We slept late and had breakfast then Jon went to grind dyes while I baked buns for Sunday and brownies for tonight. We were at my mom's from about 4 to 7 then back home. Tomorrow Jon will work at the farm and I will be back on the job. We talked to all the kids today and everyone sounds like they had a nice time.

Thought for the day

Today I am really thankful for God's faithfulness to my family. Even when there uncertainties and questions He stands true and faithful to each one of us. His love does not waver or change; He does not have 'bad days"; we do not "tick Him off"; He is full of light and love; He sings over us; He will never leave us or forsake us. In the midst of being thankful for Jon, children, grandchildren, home, health, work, provision, and so many other blessings, it's so good to know that with the passing of time He remains true and faithful to me AND TO YOU!!!

Getting Ready?

Are you getting ready for Thanksgiving? I went to the grocery store tonight and I think I have everything, but we aren't having our official Thanksgiving till Sunday. Tomorrow we will go to my mom's mid-afternoon to see the LeMars clan and whoever is able to come of the local crew for a little while. I will bake buns and brownies tomorrow and leave the heavy duty preparations for Saturday. Jon has a project for tomorrow morning while I'm baking. I go back to work on Friday while he works at the farm. What are your plans for the weekend?

Thought for the day

Let's not forget to give real thanks...REAL THANKS!! It's easy to get caught up in the preparations and fun...that's great...enjoy. But take enough time to genuinely thank Jesus for all the blessings in your life, and trust me they are many. If you're not reading this till next week DO IT NOW!!!

Megan's Here!

It's Megan's turn for a little spoiling. She came here last night after work and is coming again tonight after work. She leaves by 6:00 in the morning to get back to work again, but I get a little time to feed and spoil her...tonight we're having roast with potatoes, onions, and carrots in the crock pot. It's hopefully a little better than a frozen whatever.

Things are getting a little more normal paced at work just in time for a holiday followed by month end...then I'll be behind again for a little while. That's okay, it happens every month. I am looking forward to having Thursday off even though we won't "have Thanksgiving" till Sunday. I do work Friday unlike some lucky people I know!!

Thought for the day

We really have SO MUCH to be thankful for it's really hard to put it together in our heads just how blessed we are---especially compared to other parts of the world and culture. And on top of that we have Jesus (in any part of the world and culture), but we have such an abundance of freedom and resources. How can we share with the neighbor, the poor, the orphan, the widow, the immigrant (legal or otherwise), the lonely, the sick, the rejected, then the world some part of what we are blessed with? It seems staggering to even consider in big terms, but can we each find one way to share some part of what we have?

It's Emmy's Birthday!!!

I borrowed a couple of pictures from Kelli's blog to celebrate Emmy's 5th birthday. This is her very special Sponge Bob pineapple house birthday cake. Her mom is far more creative than I was...candy decorations and "Happy ___th Birthday _____" on top. Good job, Kelli. And HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EMMY!!!!

Yesterday I caught up on most of the things I wanted to do then our good friends from Walnut came up and we went out for Mexican for supper with beetlebomb afterwards. It was really fun. Today after church we made a quick run to the mall for a couple of errands and a little more Christmas shopping.

Thought for the day

The Bible itself is always our best source for instruction and inspiration. Other resources may be helpful...very helpful, and there are many I would recommend...but we always need to come back to God's Word and let Him feed us fresh manna for today's strength and supply.

Just Do It!

I got up at 6:30 this morning, but I'm having a hard time actually getting started on a long list of things I need to do. I did start laundry, next is to go get a lot of groceries...that's what's slowing me down...I don't really want to go then unload them in the snow, oh well. I need to do some cleaning and probably bake cookies sometime this weekend. I did do some Christmas shopping last night online, but I don't think I'll be able to do all of it that way. I'm seriously going to get motivated now and start working!!

Thought for the day

Just do it!! If I wait for inspiration to do the things I need to do they will never be done. While I'm a huge believer in carving out some time that's just mine, some days I just need to give myself a good kick in the pants and get moving. That's today.
"And let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we shall reap it we do not grow weary." Galatians 6:9

No News Can Be Good News

Another ordinary day today, and tomorrow is FRIDAY!!! What are your plans for the weekend? Sunday is Emmy's 5th birthday, and we'll be calling her and celebrating from here. Glad we got to see her early November and celebrate then. No big news I guess...all of you have a great Friday and weekend to follow!!

Thought for the day

Talked to my sister tonight and she asked if there was any news in my family. I said no....and we agreed that no news can be a very good thing. Even though there are things we are waiting on and impatient for, we are healthy, working, happy and that is all good even when it's not news!! Have a great (even if uneventful) day!!

Renewing the Mind

Jon actually didn't have to work after work today. He took his bike to the shop in Avoca for some work and I went to pick him up. Laundry, supper, all the usual stuff. We got full of corn today at work so things will slow down a little for a while. Sounds good to me...my hands hurt.

Thought for the day

It is a constant effort, no I should say it requires diligent attention on our part to keep our minds renewed in the truth. Satan has the most subtle ways of creeping into our thoughts and accusing or discouraging us. It feels like our own thoughts, and even some of it can be true, but he will take what is true and lead us to draw a conclusion that is false. One of the ways we can test our thoughts is to see if they square with Scripture and with God's redeeming heart. Yes, we may be able to find Scripture to back up any line of thought, but does the thought also line up with God's heart and purpose in redeeming any part of our lives? Does the line of thought lead us up and out to hope or down into desperation? He purposes to set right and redeem everything we put into His hand. We need to help each other (thanks, Jon) hear and remember the truth, and we need to ask each other for help when we feel the subtle pull of the downward spiral.
"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect." Romans 12:2

The Complete Works of E.M. Bounds on Prayer

Jon came home with a really bad headache tonight...gave him all the TLC I could and now he's lying down in the dark quiet spare room (hope he doesn't end up in Narnia!). Hopefully, he will feel like new when he wakes up...whether tonight or tomorrow morning.

Did a little reading tonight again in E.M. Bounds on prayer. It is so simple and so powerful. God has designed prayer so that we can ask for specific things, both spiritual and material, and receive the specific thing that we have asked. He does not adhere to the teaching we hear so much that prayer is for our benefit and changes us and is an exercise in something for our own development. We are to ask specifically and receive specifically. Both very encouraging and convicting as I wonder how much of my prayer is faith-filled and effective and how much is merely form and habit and without expecting God to answer. Great reading...I recommend it.

Thought for the day

Ephesians chapter 6 says much about prayer. Paul calls us to intensity, watchfulness, standing firm, perseverance, praying again and again, then praying more. Is that the way you and I seek God for what we need? Do we get hold of Him and refuse to let go or give up, or do we say the dutiful, obligatory words without really expecting to see what we are asking for? Lord, teach us to pray.

Guarding the Mind

Yesterday we went to church. Late in the morning Tabbi and the boys came over for a while...she got groceries while the boys played here. I think everyone had a good time, I know we did. My mom called a little later and needed some help, so we both went over there. I stayed with her for an hour or so while Jon came back home to finish mowing leaves. The evening was quiet, which was perfect.

Today we were back at work. Jon is still grinding dyes right now after getting a late start at it tonight. I'm trying to get some odds and ends done around here and even did a little reading. Not feeling very productive, I guess. I'm think I'm going to have to start being more selective about what I watch on TV. Many of the shows we've come to like are "cop" shows, mostly because we like the investigative ins and outs...NCIS, the CSI's, Criminal Minds, Cold Case, Without a Trace, Numbers... Some of that is fine, but too much can be too much. In the process of "crime solving" too many times they show the crime over and over, and the people do such horrible things to each other. Sometimes even the news is tough to listen to. I may need to pick and choose more. They used to run "Everybody Loves Raymond" over the supper hour every weeknight...I think I miss that daily dose of laughter.

Thought for the day

How much are we influenced by the random, haphazard, "innocent" things that cross our paths and enter our minds? How do we set up a guard over our hearts and minds without becoming paranoid, flaky, superstitious, unable to function in a world that bombards us with constant media of one form or another? Yes, I can turn off the TV...and that would be a good start. But there are deliberate choices to make. "Whatever is true, whatever is honorable, ...right, ...pure, ...lovely, ...of good repute, ...excellence, ...praise." Philippians 4:8 "Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Thy sight, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer." Psalm 19:14

Recovery Time

Jon started his day going out to Brad's to grind dyes and such thinking he would also be helping with harvest till late. Instead, he was able to come home around 3:30. We went out for an early supper, stopped by to check on my mom, and now he's asleep in his chair. It finally hit him when we were at supper, and I thought I would have to carry him out to the van. He is tired. Logan is curled up on the floor next to his chair looking like she's the one who put in almost a week of 16 hour days.

Tomorrow he should be able to relax most of the day so he's ready to start again on Monday. What are all of you doing this weekend? I hope you are able to reflect, worship, and be thankful even though Thanksgiving is a ways away yet.

Thought for the day

How are you doing with the approaching holidays? I'm excited that we will all be able to be together for a little while, but I can't get into the preparations too much yet. I have done only a VERY little bit of shopping and we'll be keeping it pretty simple this year. Like we keep trying to remember...it's not our birthdays, it's Jesus's birthday and He doesn't need too much that we can buy in a store.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6 He will walk us through this hectic time and keep our focus clear as we acknowlege and trust Him in every way.

Heee's Baaaaack!!

Jon is over at the office signing out. He stopped here long enough to drop off his bags, coats, and boots. I'm really glad he's back. And I've already started on the pile of laundry. I'm sure that tomorrow will be mostly laundry, and he will probably need to catch up on some work out at Brad's...I'm not sure. No big plans for the weekend...we'll see what comes together. How about you...do you have plans?

Thought for the day

It's good to keep the ones you love close. Jesus agrees..."I will never desert you, nor will I ever forsake you." The verse on my flip calendar at work today was Isaiah 30:15, a favorite of mine, "For thus the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel, has said, 'In repentance and rest you shall be saved, in quietness and trust is your strength.'" This is so good for me to remember when I am restless, fretful, or trying to find a way to work things out in my own strength. Some versions use the phrase "returning to Him" instead of "repentance." That holds true with repentance meaning a change of direction. I need to turn from my unrest and my fretful efforts to Him and rest there.

Favorite Pet

It's Thursday night and I just talked to Jon. Tomorrow they move from north of Rapid City, SD to south central SD for a few days...probably at least through the weekend, but he never knows for sure. It also depends on when they run out of clean (or rewearable, ewww) clothes. He sounds like he's holding up well...the mud is a real pain, but he's not working in bitter cold so that's good.

Kelli and I were talking about dogs tonight...makes me ask...who was your favorite pet of all time and why? Let's hear all about it. I must say that while Logan is an ideal dog for us at this point in time, my favorite pet was Nicki, a little black mutt with a great big heart. She was our first dog after we got married, and we got her while I was pregnant with Kelli. I think the bond you form with a pet at that point in life is stronger than the kind you form with a pet after you have children...it's like it is your child. After you have children the pet is more just a pet. That's good too, but not the same. I had a collie mix growing up that was my best friend...followed me everywhere, walked me to the bus when it was icy...great dog...but it was the family dog, Nicki seemed more like mine. So what's your pet story?

Thought for the day

We all need to be loved, and we all need someone or something to love. A pet fills a gap in many lives especially at different stages. For kids the pet can be a best friend; for a young couple or empty nesters the pet is almost like a child; for a daycare provider the pet can be a great relief valve. God gives us a great gift in animals...not that a pet is for everyone, but they can be a great example of unconditional acceptance (you know, when they're not chewing the furniture, making a mess, jumping, licking, or shedding all over). SO, WHO NEEDS A PUPPY FOR CHRISTMAS???

Kathy's Humann Touch

If you are a mom (and I know who you are) go to the link called Kathy's Humann Touch and read the post titled "To the Invisible Ones God Loves to See". It's a piece I have read before, but is worth reading again. You moms give so much and are so important....just go read it.

Psalm 119:165

Hi again!! Here I am watching some TV, washing dishes (via dishwasher) and in still finishing up some laundry. I baked some bars tonight to help with a funeral lunch at church tomorrow. Now I just have to remember to take them over there in the morning...that's the harder part. I hope you all had a good day.

I got a couple of pix on my phone today from Tabbi of a couple of the new puppies with their eyes open---beautiful puppies. I will share pix when I get some on my computer. Don't forget to share the opportunity for someone to get a new Christmas puppy!!

Thought for the day

A verse I read the other day..."Those who love Thy law have great peace, and nothing causes them to stumble." Psalm 119:165
I'm fading fast so I'm going to bed. You'll have to get your own inspiration from the verse :)
See ya!! Sleep well!!

A Trip to the City

I went to Omaha today with Tabbi and the boys to go to their dentist appointments, run errands, lunch, Target, a doctor appointment, and pharmacy...whew!!! Everything took a little longer than expected and it was about 6:30 when I got back to town. Another safe trip...thank You, Jesus!!

Jon called earlier and was driving along seeing mule deer, sheep, and more deer in groups of fifties and hundreds. Progress is really slow but more help arrived today which will speed things up a lot, at least I hope so!!

Thought for the day

It is good to get out of my usual surroundings and see something different for a day. It amazes me when I even just go to the city and see so many different people. I saw a woman pull into a handicapped parking place and get out of her car. She looked older than me, and when her passenger got out of the car I saw why she had a handicapped permit. I assume it was her daughter...a grown woman who was obviously very handicapped. I always see at least one someone that helps me remember how blessed I am. I was sitting in the van trying to keep 2 little impatient boys occupied while their very capable mom was in the store and was "coming right back". What a blessing to just be healthy and able to navigate, to have children who grew into adults, and have healthy, energetic, normal grandchildren. Thank You again, Jesus!!!

Staying at Peace

Jon called a couple of times today...spent all day working on just 1/4 mile of line. It will be slow process. I worked a little late tonight, but I actually got caught up...a few loose ends that can still be done, but the daily work is caught up. Always a relief. :)

We're getting rain tonight and it may be freezing later...hopefully not for long. I don't mind snow so much, but I really don't like ice unless I get to stay in the house till it melts. That doesn't usually happen.

I need to find a good project to work on this week...I love some down time, but too much time alone sometimes doesn't sit well with my mental health. Yes, I can get crazier...who knew?

Thought for the day

It is not always the big things in life that get under our skin and steal our peace. Sometimes it's the daily struggle, the ordinary irritation, even concern for someone else's well-being. It can be so subtle...just hanging around under the surface and then rearing its ugly head when all is quiet. Sounds like me some days. Lord, I need Your peace...again.

Child, let Me repeat to your heart: Rejoice in Me always; again I will say, rejoice! Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let Me know your requests. And My peace, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Me. Finally, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, let your mind dwell on these things. Let your heart be at rest; I will take care of all of your burdens.

Jon Heads Out

Here are some pix from last weekend...the boys ready to trick or treat as Thing 1 and Thing 2, some shots from Emmy's early 5th birthday party, and a picture of her with Uncle Greg. Great fun!!!!

I'm sure you've all heard about the heavy snow and high winds out in the Black Hills area, well Jon got the call last night that he would be leaving today to go out there to help restore power. He spent all evening packing up lots of clothes and boots here and getting paper work done and the trucks ready to go over at work. One of the newer guys at work, Grant, will be going, too. Grant will take one of the big trucks and Jon will drive a pickup. They met this morning at the shop at 5:00 and left town around 6:30. Because the big truck was pulling a trailer they thought it would be better to take I80 to I29, but the on ramp was blocked by semis full of windmill parts so they had to turn around and drive through the Loess Hills anyway. When I talked to him a little after 9:00 they were just north of Sioux City. It will be a long drive since the big truck has a top speed of only around 65 mph which will feel really slow because a 75 mph limit is SD means you can drive 80 with no problem. It will be a long day for him with lots of long days ahead. They will be working from the REC at Newell, SD and fortunately probably in a plains area rather than the more mountainous Black Hills. Please pray for them both when you think of it. At least the temps will be comfortable---30's and 40's. Anyway, we appreciate your prayers for health and safety as they drive and work. He will probably bring home some impressive pictures that I can share later.

Thought for the day

We are very blessed when things like electricity and water are working, and it would be good to stop and thank God for these blessings even though they are "material and temporal". I know none of us want to be without them. Pray for those who are waiting for these services to return, too.

Psalm 37

Hooray for the weekend!!! I hope you all have good plans...Jon is on call, so we don't have any plans made. Jon may or may not be in the field later tomorrow depending on whether it dries enough. We got our first taste of winter today. It snowed most of the day and was windy and blustery. There was very little on the ground when it was over, but some areas, especially bushes, were beautiful....just a nice layer of sparkling white frosting. I'm not sure what I'm doing tomorrow...I need to get some groceries, check on my mom, and there's always the never-ending cleaning. Plus I have a Blurb project to keep working on.

Thought for the day

This is one of my favorite passages....
"Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness. Delight yourself in the Lord; and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord, Trust also in Him and He will do it. And He will bring fourth your righteousness as the light, and your judgment as the noonday. Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him;...do not fret, it leads only to evildoing....those who wait for the Lord, they will inherit the land....The steps of a man are established by the Lord; and He delights in his way. When he falls, he shall not be hurled headlong; becasue the Lord is the One who holds his hand. I have been young, and now I am old; yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken, or his descendants begging bread. All day long he is gracious and lends; and his descendants are a blessing."
That is Psalm 37...parts of it.
I think sometimes we think that we can't bring our mess to God because we see it as our own fault. And that may be true. You know what? You can bring it to God anyway. There is no criteria or standard we must meet before we can bring our mess or problems to Him. He knows already and still stands ready to support, hear, forgive, and deliver. To commit our way to Him is to put our case entirely into His hands...with all our mistakes and misjudgments out in the open...and let Him come into it, take our hands, and walk through it with us. I'm counting on His word being true, how about you?

Routine or Change?

I feel like I'm returning to a little more "normal" pace after being gone. I don't think I'm a creature of habit until I do something just a little bit different (like being gone for 3 days), then I realize how much I'm used to my routine. When I returned to work there was 3 days backlog (even though I was only gone one). Plus there was the end of the month, statements, and a pile of loads of corn both in and out (each of in and out has its own set of documentations). So today was spent writing numbers--writing, not entering by computer, much of it on triple thick settlement sheets. All that to say that my hand is a little sore tonight--keyboarding on my laptop right now is much easier. I got caught up on corn today, and hope to get about half done with posting tomorrow. I know none of this makes sense to anyone else...thanks for humoring me by letting me talk about it anyway!!

I believe there are still puppies available for Christmas...don't forget to keep your eyes and ears open for anyone who may be interested. Nothing better than a puppy for Christmas!!!

Thought for the day

How about the rest of you? Do you prefer routine or changing things up? I think I like change but probably only if I can choose the changes. Go to see the kids and grandkids...let's go!!! Spend time with a friend I haven't seen in a while...you bet!!! But changing my comfort level, reaching out to someone not so "respected", giving more of my time, getting older, having more aches and pains, undergoing any kind of pain, loss, or hardship...not so much. That's why it's so important to train ourselves in living a life of thanksgiving and trust. It doesn't come naturally...it is something we need to PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE. And we have the whole of God's power, presence, and help on our side...launch into it and step out of the boat and BE THANKFUL for whatever crosses your mind.

It's Over--Yay!!!

Well, another election almost over...it's about time. Perhaps now we can get back to the business of praying for our leaders (no matter who they are!!) and actually believing that God is in control and has His hand in the affairs of this world. It seems that many Christians have forgotten that and have been living on nothing but fear these last weeks, and I don't think that is what God would have us do. It's been very hard to watch and that has been more discouraging to me than the campaigns themselves. I'm glad it's over.

Thought for the day

Let's trust our Lord for ALL the things that weigh on our hearts. Even where we see things differently, let's trust that God is sorting it all out. He has His way and His time and His plan for the ages. He also has His way, His time, and His plan for each of our lives right down to the very smallest detail.

Home Again

We are home again. Thank You, Jesus, again for another safe trip. The girls missed seeing their Aunt Megan but did enjoy hanging out with Uncle Greg. I think everyone had a good time...I know Jon and I did. We didn't do a lot...a little running around...even playing outside. It was only about 10 degrees cooler there than here so a beautiful weekend. I hope to have some pictures to share later in the week. I don't think I'll get to that tonight.

Thanks, Jon and Kelli, for a great weekend. Thanks, Bria and Emmy, for all the fun and hugs. We love you all!!

Thought for the day

It was a beautiful fall day for a long drive and a great time to appreciate God's creation. But I must admit I was distracted. I did take some time to read and reread some sections of one of my favorite books "The Christian's Secret of a Happy Life". It is a really corny title, I know, but it is one of the most helpful books I know for keeping focused on trusting Christ with everything...our past, our present, our future, our mistakes, our failures, our acheivements, our successes, our homes, our jobs, our finances, our health, our families, our communities, our churches, our whole world. Trust and surrender...surrender and trust. Part of trust is to really BELIEVE that intends to bless us and help us and see us through what we are facing...and HE WILL. Anyway, READ THE BOOK!!!

Getting Ready to Go

Hi there!!! I drove to Des Moines tonight to pick up Greg. Megan was able to get away from work to come eat supper with us, then I brought Greg back home with me. He's going to Kelli and Jon's with us this weekend, so I know a couple of little girls who will be glad to see their Uncle Greg. We will miss having Megan along, but will take lots of pictures.

I probably won't be posting till maybe Tuesday again, so all of you stay safe, stay well, and we love you all!!! Don't forget to change your clocks Saturday night!!

Thought for the day

Sorry, but it's 11:30 and we have a long drive tomorrow night so I better go to bed....

The Perfect Walk

I worked a little late today then stopped at the store. So it was a little after 6:00 when I went out for a walk. What a PERFECT time for a walk. The air was crisp and just a little cool...perfect for a sweatshirt. The sidewalks had many places covered deep in leaves. Got to hear the crunching leaves under foot, dogs barking, and some unusual sounds for a Wednesday night. It was the first post season game for Harlan here tonight so I could hear the sound of the band warming up, and the activity at the football field. Walked back up College Blvd which is probably my favorite street in town and is a feast for the eyes with plenty of trees still full of gold and red leaves even with sidewalks covered in them as well. Perfect sounds, perfect air, perfect sights, it even smelled good. I'm really glad I got to go...with the time change next week and longer days at work I probably won't get another chance like that this fall. It was a treat all the way around.
Never miss an opportunity to partake of that kind of beauty and pleasure...then store it up and don't let yourself forget it on those "other kinds" of days.

Thought for the day

God gives us so many great gifts even as we just listen, see, smell, and feel the everyday marvels of His creation. DON'T MISS His grace...He won't force you to notice, but the privilege and opportunity surround us at almost every turn. TAKE THE MOMENT to notice Him, worship Him, thank Him. Seriously it takes ONE MOMENT---DON'T MISS IT!!!!

Staying Focused

Hi there! Seems like I'm not getting things done this week or something. Weird. Didn't even remember to check in here last night. Oh well, I ramble too much anyway :)

Hope you're all having a good week. Pray for Kelli...her cold (?) is getting worse and she plans to go to dr tomorrow. Megan is working a lot this week and is still trying to get the weekend off to go with us to see Kelli's. Jon is working evenings but fortunately has been getting home in pretty good time. We're getting plenty of corn in this week so the days are very busy.

We're looking forward to going to Kelli and Jon's for the weekend. I keep collecting stuff that I need to take with...hopefully it all fits!! Maybe I'll have to ride on top of the van! BRRRR! We plan to run over to Tabbi's Friday night to see the boys in their Halloween costumes and the girls will show us theirs Saturday. Next week I should have some pix to share---yay!!!!

Thought for the day

In busy days like these it can be hard to stay focused and remember how to keep renewing our minds in the truth. When we are rushed and pressed it is more crucial than ever that we think correctly. If we don't, we fall prey to the world and to the enemy.
"Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice! Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, let your mind dwell on these things." Philippians 4:4, 6-8

Birthday and Puppies

Today was Jon's birthday...I think he had a good day. Tabbi and the boys came over for church and stayed till around 3:00. Kelli and Megan called to wish him happy birthday and I know he talked to Bria and Emmy, too. The boys drew him lots of pictures and he got some very fun cards. How do you celebrate a birthday in a way that lets that person know how much you appreciate him. Probably not with a cake with screwed up frosting....sorry, Jon. All cake aside, happy birthday, Jon!!!

It's been crazy windy here today---really crazy. Some more good news...Trever and Tabbi's dog Sadie had her first litter of pups today (or during the night)...nine healthy yellow labs. They will keep one, the only female. That's right, 8 males, 1 female...pretty unusual. Congratulations, Sadie!! Sounds like she's a really good mom. Pups will be ready for Christmas...anybody want a puppy? What a great gift for a child or grandchild!!!!!

Thought for the day

We need to be very careful to choose what we think. There is a lot of panic and fear out there, and we have to understand that we in a war...not against other people, other politics, Wall Street, or enemies we can see. Satan is warring against our peace. We have a God that is bigger than any government, any economy, and any enemy. He has His own reasons for what He does, but He NEVER forgets His own child. Get to know Him and how much He loves you. Trust Him with all that you can't sort through, and when the enemy attacks your peace do not argue or reason...tell the one terrorizing you that your life belongs to Jesus and he should take it up with HIM. Let others stand with you...this is not meant to be a solo battle. Always renew your mind in the truth and learn what He is teaching you.

Time for a Birthday

Had the day home today and baked cookies and Jon's birthday cake (for tomorrow). He was working most of the day and then we went to Club 191 for supper. Good food. Messed up the frosting on the cake ---put in too much sugar. It doesn't taste bad, but a little granular. OOPS!!! Tabbi's are coming over tomorrow...I hope they'll like the cake okay...someone has to help us eat it. Nothing like 2 little boys on a sugar high...

I'm so thankful for Jon's birthday. He's the one who's supposed to get the presents, but truth is he is the one who is a gift to me and to the rest of our family. He always gives and puts others first. He keeps his head on straight and his priorities in line and he loves us all very much. So on Jon's birthday tomorrow thank You, God, for the great gift of Jon in our lives.

Thought for the day

Sometimes we forget how precious the people close to us really are and how much of a gift they are. I hope God always helps me remember how much I need these gifts in my life no matter how it sometimes looks and feels. I never intend to let my selfishness or pride get in the way of appreciating others...and I regret the times it happens. Lord, keep showing me how to live in a way that puts others first in every way.

Clearance Sales and Balance

The weekend comes again...every week!!! How amazing is that? We had a little sunshine late today...a welcome relief after rain and clouds all week. Went to Pamida after work...all clearance items 50% off!! I've been eyeing toasters for a year and they had one at original price of $49.99...with a clearance price of $44.99. That means $22.50, right? Nooooo...we get to the check out counter with a couple of other items and she rings us up at $24.04. We told her it should be more. She said no I rang it up at $34.99 and took 50% off. We told her to look at the tag again because it said $44.99 and she looked and said "we are not arguing about this..it's too hard to change it now!!!" Thanks, Dee!!!! That's one cheap toaster, and it has a tiny oven area, too.
Then we come home and had leftovers for supper---YEAH!!!! Tomorrow I need to bake a birthday cake and we're low on cookies. Tabbi's will be over some time on Sunday for Jon's birthday, and I'm sure that two little boys won't understand a birthday without birthday cake!! At least that's my excuse to bake. And I need to clean, too. Megan works tomorrow and gets Greg on Sunday. Jon and Kelli have his parents there this weekend so everyone is busy and blessed!!

Thought for the day

Sometimes it's hard for me to balance busy and not busy. How about you? When I'm busy I think what I'd like to be doing if I wasn't busy. When I'm not busy I can have a really good day or spiral downward feeling lonely or useless. It's definitely true for me that I need times of both being busy and having down time. I many times have no control over whether I am busy or not, but I need to really learn that whichever I am at the time is God's choice for me and exactly what I need right then. I need to then relax and ENJOY what He has given. Let's thank Him and praise Him either way and take that day, or even those years, of our lives and LIVE THEM to the fullest?

Tired

We had no real rain today and even just a little sunshine. Jon was home before 6:00, so we had supper early and just doing chores around home tonight. I was a big girl today and got my flu shot--no crying or screaming. How about you? Do you have your shot yet? Don't forget!!!

I feel like going to bed...didn't sleep well last night...but now ER is coming on. I know, tv junkie...
It looks like it's going to work to go see Kelli's family in a week and a half. We'll take Greg and Megan with us...looking forward to it very much!!! Emmy's planning a combination birthday party for her and Jon and a halloween party. Always something exciting!!

Thought for the day

I really am tired, and I don't think I can put a cohesive thought together. But I'm okay with needing to not do this right now. God's okay with it. I hope you're all okay with it, too. If something comes to me yet I'll get back on and add it!!

'Burbs

Okay, after Jon's and my perfect texting exchange today I came home from work and put in the movie "'Burbs". Jon probably won't get home till after it's over, but I'm just watching it and laughing out loud.

"It came with the frame"
"This is Walter. NOoOoO!!!"
"I love this street."
"I have your dog."
"Bummer. Rain delay."
"Sardine?"
"Art, your wife's home and your house is on fire." "My wife's home?!?!"
"About a nine on the tension scale, Rube."
"My brother, the doctor."
"No, no you can't leave now it's the best part...I called the pizza dude!!"
"You cut your hair. I like it."
"Do I look like an idiot Mr. Petersen? Do you take me for an imbecile?"
"Nobody knocks off and old man in my neighborhood and gets away with it."
"Ricky, get this lamo outta your yard!"
"The kid next door's a meatball."
"I was 18 months in the bush, and I could snap your neck in a beartbeat."
"There's these people, and they're in my parents house and they're eating all their food."
"That Ricky sure knows how to throw a party."
"And that poor old man claims he has a ransom note that says you kidnapped his dog."
"Can you blame them? They live next to people who break into their house and burn it down while they're gone for the day!"
"I've been blown up. Take me to the hospital."
"We've got the pizza dude coming."
"Citizen's arrest!! Citizen's arrest!!"
"I want you to keep an eye on the neighborhood for me."

Jon made it home in time to see the house blow up...even he laughed after a miserable day in the rain and mud. If you need a good laugh you've gotta watch "'Burbs".

Thought for the day

I don't know...sometimes you just need to find a way to laugh....no matter what else is going on...gotta find a way to laugh. Sometimes that means finding something really lame and silly, doesn't matter, as long as you can laugh. It's really a life skill that you have to learn if it doesn't come naturally. You have to be able to not take yourself too seriously and FIND A WAY TO LAUGH.

20th Century Perks

I'm working so hard tonight...doing laundry. Oh wait, I guess it just involves pushing some buttons now that I no longer have to carry the water and scrub the clothes on that board by hand. Yep, I'm washing clothes while sitting in the living room on my, oh never mind that. I may have to pull myself away to manage some drying issues...I may actually have to hang up some clothes. Tough night. I guess I'll get through it.

I think real often about how glad I am to be born in this country in the last half of the 20th century...running water, electricity, paper products, toilet paper...great stuff. Adding cell phones and digital cameras makes it a great time to be alive.

Thought for the day

It's okay to appreciate the luxuries we enjoy, but when we realize that these things have only been around a few years and only for a small part of the world population, we begin to see what is essential and Who really matters. It's the basics of life---food, shelter, clothing---that are essential and not in the forms that we usually enjoy. And it is the eternal God that holds the foundations of the world and our lives in His hands. It is He Whom we must trust to keep the course and balance of our lives. We are here for a while then somewhere else for eternity...let's not forget the part of that equation that is most important.

It's Monday Again

This may take me a little while since I'm watching "Chuck" at the same time. That's okay...I'm a girl...I can multitask, I think. I went in to work about 10:30 this morning after an all night sinus headache. So I've stayed on drugs all day today...that's right D-R-U-G-S. We'll see what kind of google ads I get now!! :) :) Hopefully tonight will be better. I need to track down a flu shot, too. Hy-Vee gives them at the pharmacy here, but only at certain times so I have to get informed. Hope all of you are getting your flu shots...it's a crazy world out there.

Time out...Jon's on his way home, have to get supper. Okay he's eating. Jon's birthday present arrived today---now we have to learn to run a new camera. Yippee!! This time he got one I can drop from 6.5' Smart man.

Thought for the day

Not bad for a Monday...maybe because I slept in and went to work late. I should try that every Monday??!! It would be quite a luxury to be able to just put off everything for 2 hours when we want. We have to face the music and dive in and do the thing before us. He is always with us to live through us, to provide all we need for all that we face, to offer Himself to us and to those around us. He never lets us face the day alone, and He is never surprised by what comes our way. We need to trust Him more and to receive all things as from His hand. That is the only way we can give thanks in everything...is to know that everything that touches us has come through His hand of love.

Call to Prayer

It was a beautiful day today, but just as I was finishing up some computer work so I could take a walk I was hit with a nasty sinus headache and had to take some drugs and try to sleep it away. It worked a little bit, but it keeps coming back so I didn't get a lot more done. I did do some laundry, but didn't accomplish much more. I did get some work done on a computer project so that was good. Jon was able to work on GPS, mow the yard, and give Logan a badly needed bath which I greatly appreciated. Thanks, Jon!!!!

I really enjoy these nice days even when I spend them inside---it's just very pretty out there. There is supposed to be more rain in a couple of days which will slow down harvest again, so we'll see what happens.

Thought for the day

I have been encouraged these last couple of days reading some past records of what God has told me. I am convinced again, as evey other time, that my purpose is to pray. I'm also reading "The Complete Works of E.M. Bounds on Prayer" off and on, and it is such a great encouragement to pray and never give up praying. He says over and over that God has set it up that we are to pray...pray about everything, and He intends that we receive what we pray for. So simple...yet so incredible. It is, of course, based on a relationship with Him where He is Lord and we are seeking Him first. When our heart is truly His we can begin to have confidence that He is directing and purifying our prayers. The fact that we come to Him in prayer to start with means we are acting in His will, for it is His will that we pray. Please be encouraged to bring EVERYTHING that touches your life and heart to Him in prayer, no matter how big or how small. Pray over and over and trust that He sees all and has your best in mind as He answers.

October Saturday

The oatmeal fudge bars are pretty good, even if I do say so myself. But Jon does agree. It was a beautiful day...Jon was working part of the day, but it was still too muddy to combine, so he came home to work on GPS. Leftover ribs for supper. I got to talk to all the girls today...Kelli's doing a little better...keep praying!! Greg and Megan are enjoying being together again...hopefully their separations are done. He is staying in Winfield this week to take care of some things and see his family doc for some different input and hopefully a referral to a doc in Iowa City.

Thought for the day

It was good today to have some quiet time at home. A chance to pray, refocus, listen, be still, get a sense of balance in the middle of so much stuff in the world. Thank You, God, for being so faithful to hold me still and remind me that You are eternal and in control no matter how it may seem.
"I will say to the Lord, 'My refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust!' For it is He who delivers you from the snare of the trapper, and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with His pinions, and under His wings you may seek refuge; His faithfulness is a shield and bulwark...You will not be afraid...a thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand; but it shall not approach you...For you have made the Lord, my refuge, even the Most High, your dwelling place. No evil will befall you, nor will any plague come near your tent...Because he has loved Me, therefore I will deliver him; I will set him securely on high, because he has known My name. He will call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will rescue him, and honor him,. With long life I will satisfy him, and let him behold My salvation."

Keep Praying

I think we have a pretty quiet weekend ahead. We went out to eat at Victoria Station tonight and came back home so Jon could do some GPS work. I'm planning on spending a little time on the treadmill when I'm done here. Tomorrow by afternoon he'll probably be helping with combining again. All week I've been wanting to bake...with some input from Jon I've settled on baking oatmeal fudge bars tomorrow. I don't think I even remember the last time I made those. Baking is one of the things I miss about everyone leaving home and me working full time. I can still do it, but it's pretty risky when there aren't others around to help eat it. I'll have to figure out a sharing plan.

I love fall, but these last few damp days have been more challenging. It makes my joints hurt more, so I'm looking forward to some sunny days again. The weekend is supposed to be better---don't mean to complain, but I won't mind feeling it less in my joints.

Kelli is really sick with respiratory crud--pray for her please. Keep praying for Greg and Megan's house to sell, too, please. They are spending the weekend in Winfield, so I'm sure they'll be well fed and cared for. I would like to work on a computer project this weekend, too...we'll see if that happens.

Thought for the day

I'm always surprised how little it takes to distract me from prayer. I've believed for a long time now that if God has a "calling" for me, it is prayer. I believe He calls me to prayer for my own blessing as well as for intercession. There are so many needs to pray for, yet I'm constantly pulled from that quiet focus into the busy and transitory things of the day. Still my truest longing is for that fellowship and sense of destiny that are a part of real prayer. I'll have to keep trusting Him to bring me into the fullness of all that He has put in my heart because He's the one who has to do it. Like every other part of our walk it is His work, not mine.

Vacation Book

Kelli made a book of pictures from our vacation in the Black Hills this summer. She found a site online where she designs her own book by picking a layout for each page and uploading the text and pictures the way she wants. You can then pick a cover and they print the book the way you ordered it....very cool. She did a great job of putting together the whole trip into an album. I took the book to work today and even among a group of men it was a big hit. They were properly impressed. It really is a wonderful keepsake....THANKS, KELLI!!!

Sorry, don't know why my Far Side doesn't come up every day...frustrating!!

Thought for the day

Wow, I don't think I have a "thought". I hope God still loves me even if I'm not feeling too "deep" or thoughtful. I mean, I'm just enjoying my evening, doing laundry, made a good supper, watching Jon sleep in his chair, playing on my computer, changing some decorations for fall, called Greg and Megan to wish them a happy 4th anniversary, just hanging out. What do you think, does He still love me? Hey, maybe I do have a pretty good thought after all.

Talented Kids

I have such talented grandchildren!!! Just today I've seen outdoor pictures taken by 4 year old Emmy and 6 year old Tre sang me 2 songs on the phone---all in 1 day!! Bria, age 8, has an incredible capacity to learn and retain information. At age 3 she could tell you all about a huge range of dinosaurs including names I couldn't pronounce. Tru, age 4, rides his bike like a pro. And each one individually has the capacity to just melt Jon's and my hearts. I can't help but brag, so since you logged on by choice I won't even apologize.

I hope you are all blessed with people you love....make sure you hug them tight.

Thought for the day

It's amazing to me that God delights in us JUST AS MUCH as I delight in my husband, kids, and grandkids. It's easier to think of His love as lofty, holy, more "above". It is those things, but He also DELIGHTS in us...that sounds much warmer, more personal, and just more enjoyable to me. Kelli, I bet even He laughs when the milk comes out the nose!! :)

Value of Life

It rained lightly almost all day. I love the sound of rain, but the down side today was no thunder or lightning. Our whole family likes thunderstorms...probably because we've never had a really bad experience with it. I'm okay with that...no bad experiences and we still enjoy the storms. I always feel sorry for people that get really afraid of the weather...my only concern is if we've got kids on the road.

Tomorrow on the Today Show a 7th generation Wallenda (the Flying Wallendas) is walking 235' on a tightrope then riding a bike back across it for a world record---I can't remember how high, I'm thinking over 200'??? Why??? I don't think I'll ever understand that kind of thing...29 years old, married, 3 kids and they'll all be there watching. Oh, did I mention NO NET???? That's right, no net. I don't get it. I know it takes all kinds, but really? I think we can all get along just fine without this "contribution". Well, I hope he lives through it. Me...I'm just tickled that I had a clear mammogram...don't need to walk a tightrope, thanks anyway.

Tabbi, I tried Far Side again...we'll see if it changes!!

Thought for the day

How valuable is life to you? I'm sure most of you would be on the side of pro-life, but I'm wondering about the value of a daily life lived with a sense of purpose, destiny, hope, and respect...both for ourselves and for others. How do we help a checkout clerk at the store feel that what she or he is doing is important and appreciated? Or how about the attendant at the gas station? I'm not just talking about positive reinforcement, but helping someone see themselves the way God sees them. Living in that way really means walking with God in a way that brings us into the light and lets His light reveal to us what He sees in others. It requires a sacrifice of assumptions, biases, judgments, patience, preconceived notions, and self-righteous smugness. Do you, do I, value life enough to take a second look?

Hooray for Leftovers

There is something really great to coming home after a Monday back at work, finding out Jon is home for the evening (which almost never happens this time of year), and having leftovers I just have to heat up for supper. There was just enough leftover roast and Hy-Vee chicken in the fridge to make supper work with a couple of easy sides. Somehow, it's still almost 8:00 before I get all done cleaning it up, but it was very enjoyable. Got to watch "Chuck"...just a really fun show.

Thought for the day

Leftovers are great in the fridge, but they are useless in our heart. God gives us a great lesson in manna. The Israelites were supposed to gather the manna every morning, but for one day only. It is the same in our life with God. We can't come to Him and receive a store that will last us for a month, a week, or a couple of days. Ideally we are receiving from Him moment by moment, but there is an obvious pattern given of coming to Him daily for what we need. We need to understand that while His supply for us is inexhaustable, it is given fresh from His hand not stored up from last month's weekend retreat. We gain much from special times of dedication, attention, and focus but they cannot sustain us day to day...and we lose much by expecting that result. What God wants most is relationship, and He has designed us with the need for fresh "manna" daily or moment by moment as needed. It amazes me how I can be coasting along thinking everything is fine when I realize how long it's been since I came to Him and received fresh from His heart.

Blank Park Zoo

Today Tabbi, Tre, Tru, and I went to Des Moines. We met Megan briefly at Target then all went to IHOP for lunch. Megan had to go to work at David's Bridal at noon, and the rest of us went to Blank Park Zoo. All of you reading this are probably familiar with Henry Doorly Zoo, but this one is much smaller. It fit our day well, though. It wasn't crowded, and the boys were needing to run off some energy. They liked what they saw, but were always anxious to move on the the next thing. They actually spent more time at the couple of playground areas than anything else. It was hard to get them to hold still for any pictures, but I did get a few before dropping my camera. I think you all know how hard it is to buy gifts for Jon, and it's his birthday later this month. I'm so excited that now I know what he needs--a new camera!!! Of course, he will have to do all the research and pick it out, but at least the original idea was mine for a change!!!

Bria, there were no camel rides today...those ended on Labor Day so we didn't get to do that. The boys still had plenty of energy so we went to a McDonald's with play area to burn off the rest of it for a while. It was a much quieter ride home than it was this morning. Hope you all have a great rest of the weekend!!!

Thought for the day

There's nothing like a zoo to remind you how varied and amazing God's creation is. Why not just one kind of big cat, or one kind of primate, or one kind of dog, or bird, or fish, or just about anything. I think He just enjoys all of it. Then you look at people....really you would think that beings with 2 legs, 2 arms, 2 eyes, 2 ears, 1 nose, 1 mouth, a trunk, and hair (at some point in life) all in the same general arrangement would be similar, but NO.......Billions of people living at one time and no 2 the same...multiplied by all people of all time...that's variety. Maybe He just enjoys all of us.

Choosing What We Think

It's Friday!!! It's hectic at work, but the day goes fast. Jon just got home a little before 9:00 and is eating supper. I had some time to do some of my chores, but I didn't seem to get that much done.

Tomorrow I need to go to Des Moines to take some stuff to Megan so Tabbi and the boys are going to go with me. After meeting up with Megan she will have to go to work at noon, and the rest of us will head to Blank Park Zoo for the afternoon. I've been there once before with Kelli's family...Megan went with us that time. That day Bria got to ride on a camel with her mom. Do you remember, Bria?

I didn't even go for a walk tonight with a zoo trip tomorrow...my foot and knees will catch up then. Hope to have some pix to post. Thought I had a picture of Bria on a camel, but I can't locate it on my computer. If I do I'll post it to share...What are you all doing to enjoy these great days of fall while they last.

Thought for the day

Choosing what we think is a CRUCIAL part of living life as the people we are meant to be. 2 Corinthians 10 says that our warfare is on a spiritual level, not on a human reasoning level. It refers to the weapons arrayed against us as speculations and lofty things, not flesh and blood, not people we may disagree with. More often the weapon pointed our way is far more subtle...the impatience with the neighbor who has different signs in their yard, the irritation with people who "can't drive" or "don't get it" or "are too slow", an attitude of fear, pride, or rebellion in the smallest detail. This is why verse 5 instructs us to take "every thought captive to the obedience of Christ". It takes just a moment to let the thought register and recognize whether it is obedience to Christ or not. It is a process and it takes time to develop this response, but it's probably easier than we think. We need to see this, not as an effort or legal duty, but as an outflow of His own heart---He knows what obedience is, therefore we can know.

Too Late and Too Tired

Busy day at work and praise team practice tonight...Jon not home till 8:30 for supper. The day was fine, but a little too long and I'm a little too tired. We're trying to make some plans for the weekend and start planning a weekend to go see Jon, Kelli, Bria, and Emmy. Have something in mind...now to get it cleared with others and see if it will work. Forgive me for a short post, but I'm about ready to crash.

Thought for the day

Go to bed!!!

Getting Better

Thankfully, Jon is much better. Thanks to all of you who prayed for him. He did stay home today...still pretty wiped out, but he was able to be up and around and eat and drink, so he will go back to work tomorrow if he continues to feel good.

Harvest officially started at work today. Many farmers have been combining beans, but we don't handle beans. Our first new corn started arriving today so now things really change for me. The weather continues to be beautiful, but I'm finding I don't have enough time to get out there for walks or just get the things done I need to do before it gets cold. Never quite enough time....

Tried a new recipe for supper tonight "Bruschetta Chicken Bake" from kraftfoods.com I liked it, but I don't think it was a hit for Jon. Oh oh...there are leftovers for tomorrow night...sorry...
I'm too cheap to not finish it :)

Thought for the day

I thought today would be particularly irritating, but I tried to stay focused on what God has for me in the midst of all that and, while nothing changed in the circumstances, I was far less annoyed than I expected. If you understood the struggle I've had you would know that had to be a "God thing". So tonight I'm just grateful that He proved Himself true in my circumstance. That's the God that I can count on. That's the God I need...every day.

The Flu--Yuck

Well, apparently the flu is going around!! Jon, Trever, and Tre were all sick today. I thought Tabbi and Tru and I should go out to celebrate their 8th anniversary, but she thought she needed to take care of her family...imagine that. Jon has slept most of the day, so I'm praying he will be "all better" by morning.

Cooler here today and we had some rain in the area last night, but there was sunshine by late afternoon. I hope you all had a good day today celebrating your very special unique self made by and for God...let's all do it again tomorrow!! That's right, He enjoys us EVERY day.

Thought for the day

Let's all remember to pray for each other. There are always needs, and we need to understand what others are facing. Let's lift up each other and pray for the needs we see in their lives as well as for our own needs. God hears; He sees our heart; He moves in answer to our prayer.

Is God a Liar?

Is it just me, or do any of you ever not like yourself? There is sometimes no word for it other than self-loathing. That may sound extreme, but sometimes we are that hard on ourselves. And why? Because we aren't perfect in form or face? Because we are too _________ (fill in the blank)? Because we are too tired or busy to accomplish everything? Because our attitude is (still) less than perfect?

I believe that we as women are especially prone to this tendency, and we come to accept it as a normal realistic view of ourselves. I am beginning to think that there is more to it. First, we must see in us what God sees. I believe that women hold the potential to be an incredible force for God's blessing in the world. He's given us hearts full of compassion, the ability to see under the surface to the heart of a person, a great gift of faith and prayer, and, as we all know, the ability to multi-task. Next, we must realize the extreme pressure put on us in this culture to be young, thin, beautiful, successful, strong, and in perfect health. Anything less is seen as almost a failure of character. I believe that Satan uses these pressures which feel so normal to us to paralyze us on a daily basis. We get up and get ready in the morning and all it takes is one missed detail of the family schedule or something less than perfect in the mirror or the fit of our clothes and Satan whispers in our ear, "You failed again" or "You look like crap" and we're done for the day. We lose all our ability to see past the accusation, and we become the center of our own focus for the rest of the day. We no longer see the people around us; we no longer pray with power; instead of reaching out to others, we are self-conscious; instead of rejoicing in God's love for us, we condemn ourselves with our own thoughts.

It really is a self-indulgent sin that lets us focus on just ourselves and calls God a liar. He loves us, and if we disagree with Him we are calling Him a liar. I think that's something none of us want to do. It's a hard mindset to repent from because it feels so natural---but it is a sin, we NEED to repent .

Thought for the day

If you belong to Christ celebrate and rejoice in who you are---He does!!!
Jeremiah 31:3; Zephaniah 3:17

Sunday

Jon was called out again last night from 10:00 till about 12:45 a.m. We went to church; Megan left around 8:30; Tabbi and boys came before noon till about 5:00. The boys spent most of the time outside riding their bikes as you can see. Talked to Kelli and both Bria and Emmy earlier. About 5:30 Jon got called out again, soo.....we'll see what the rest of the evening brings. What beautiful weather we've had this whole week. There's supposed to be rain coming this week, but that's okay, too.

I hope all of you have had a great weekend with a great week ahead. Me, I'm going to try to remember to not work from my own strength but to rest in Christ and let Him do what He wants when He wants to do it.

Thought for the day

I hope that the life and love of Christ Himself will be seen through me and that I will know His fellowship also in the "sufferings". Whatever I see in my life as "suffering" (which is generally something pretty lame), let me realize that as a point of fellowship with Him in the sufferings He endured.